B®ink Of Collapse

27 May 2008 Tues ~ After my routine tuesday training, my Sifu gather us to have some discussion. Mainly about the coming C'ship but there is a special case today. Well, not quite as expected that I got a little problem with the class. I skip all the details here. All the sudden I felt my patience, endurance have reach a limit.



When people did bad things towards me, I'll just sigh and 'Suan Le Bah'. Never mind, I can do it. Nevermind, she's my junior. Nevermind, maybe she busy, Nevermind, little boys class should be noisy. Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind..... This time I do mind. Why can't other do the opposite. I just wonder why other just need to be that calculative on doing things. Seldom for me to make complains. I don't know how to express myself now, maybe all those 'Negative Energy' that lays dormant and slumber all the while just receive a wake up call.



I need to channel it away now. I've make a promise not to fight anymore so the channel is closed. One of the channel option is closed. I'll find my ways. So I'll punish myself to write 100 words of nevermind today.

This is some form of SELF ABUSE. Please Don't TRY this at HOME!!



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Back To Future

16Jan2008 -- This stories continue from the Rainbow post. My uncle was unable to get discharged yesterday, so he called me up to pick him at 11 am. When I reached the hospital, I pass by the Emergency Room. I got some flashed back. A memory of my grandma who admitted to GH. The way she being lifted & push to the emergency room is very much alive at that point. She stay @ hospital for 2 days, the very last 2 days. I MISS MY GRANDMA !!

Well, Ohh Badi.. Ohh Bada.. Life Goes..! Just a few feet away, I saw 2 ladies hugging and crying in front of the emergency room entrance. Something bad happened. Those tears just can't stop flowing. I reached 5th Floor, to my Uncle ward. As I expected, still pending the discharged letter signed by the MO. I waited from 11.00am + till 3.30 pm. Just wondering maybe it is just so hard to get a signature. Hmm.. you can put too much of expectation in GH. If you got the money, go to private hospital. While waiting there, I do admire the Ipoh City view from the hospital ward until I saw a flaw. Ipoh is surround by limestone which makes Ipoh have a good FengSui. In this picture show, the once admired limestone hills now looks like a DECAYING TOOTH due to the limestone quarry nearby. I wonder if it would be complete gone in let say 10 years time..?

After so much time wasted, I decided to head back home and come back in 6.00 pm+.. Then back at home, the phone rang again. "OK.. Comfirmed that the MO signed the discharged form" Over and Out. After all those tedious waiting, off we go. I go and 'belanja' my Uncle 6 at a local Kopitiam.