B®ink Of Collapse

27 May 2008 Tues ~ After my routine tuesday training, my Sifu gather us to have some discussion. Mainly about the coming C'ship but there is a special case today. Well, not quite as expected that I got a little problem with the class. I skip all the details here. All the sudden I felt my patience, endurance have reach a limit.



When people did bad things towards me, I'll just sigh and 'Suan Le Bah'. Never mind, I can do it. Nevermind, she's my junior. Nevermind, maybe she busy, Nevermind, little boys class should be noisy. Nevermind, nevermind, nevermind, nevermind..... This time I do mind. Why can't other do the opposite. I just wonder why other just need to be that calculative on doing things. Seldom for me to make complains. I don't know how to express myself now, maybe all those 'Negative Energy' that lays dormant and slumber all the while just receive a wake up call.



I need to channel it away now. I've make a promise not to fight anymore so the channel is closed. One of the channel option is closed. I'll find my ways. So I'll punish myself to write 100 words of nevermind today.

This is some form of SELF ABUSE. Please Don't TRY this at HOME!!



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